hello, welcome to the place i go when i have something to say and no one to say it to. i'll have to preface this by saying that whatever that is on here, are my raw thoughts and emotions. this is my core, unfiltered. everyone has a functional and dysfunctional side to themselves; this is my broken side. so i'd appreciate it if you disassociate this part of me from the version of me that you know and are accustomed to.